You know how some people leave hidden notes to their loved ones because you never know when is the last time you gonna tell them anything? I thought about this and I wrote something just in case I lost my ability to speak in a car crash one day or if I happen to be in a plane that splashed into the deep blue sea .
So my letter would go like this:
Dear Everyone ,
I had a great life and wonderful parents If I died today I want you to know that I died happy.
Mom I love you so much I'm sorry if I gave you hard times throughout our lives. I'm sorry I made you cry that time when I was 16 I never forgave myself for what happened that day, I'm so sorry that I told you I never wanted to be like you when I grow up in the girls center 4 years ago. The truth is I've always wanted to be like you. I wish I was as great as you are.
Dad I know how hard you work just to give us all the pretty things we asked you for. You took overtimes when you hated it so much just so we could feel like any other family we knew. I never seem to appreciate anything you did. I'm sorry I love you and I'm sorry if I didn't tell you how much I loved you. I love you daddy.
Muna my friend I can't picture my life without you. Sometimes I feel sorry for all these people who never got to know you and feel lucky that I did. I'm blessed that I had you as my cousin can you imagine if we didn't have that bond? how could we ever meet each other? I love you.
Duha with you I learned what it truly means to have a best friend in your life who didn't share the same last name as yours. you made me feel special cuz whenever I'm with you I felt safe I felt invincible. you were my friend the only one I chose who weren't in my family. I love you D
My brothers and little sis I'm so sorry if I wasn't the best sister one could ask for. I've always wanted to tell you how much you meant for me all the five of you but I thought you were too little to understand and I feared that you might laugh at me. I had so much fun with you guys and each one of you has a special place in my heart. I'm sorry again I love you so much.