Friends don't make friends feel bad about themselves, they also are here when you need them. Friends don't talk about you behind your back, they also give second chances , therefore they'd rather confront you if they can.
Friends don't ask you how come you look so retarded, they understand it's just the way you are. Real friends will never want you to explain anything, they can see it in your eyes.
You didn't see it in mine
I'm dying dear friend, I wish I could tell you how much I missed you. Today I realized that when we talked. One day I'll explain everything.