Thursday, October 1, 2009
summer dying fast
You know I constantly ask my mother about my childhood days just so I could understand myself a little bit better as an adult (in the process of trying to find out)
and she tells me pretty helpful stuff like how I used to stare at kids in the toys department whenever they took me there and then I'd make sure every other kid leaves before I finally start playing up there, it's strange because I do that in a way, I exclude myself from everyone when I want to have fun.
Which brings me to my next point
Didn't I ever learn anything the past twenty years?
Social technics? anything?
cuz I think I'm still that 6 year old kid who refuse to get involved in new surroundings unless she trusts her company.