I feel like I fucking need justification for what I'm doing the entire time.
Alright, I realize that I don't enjoy what people in my age would normally do, it's just the way I am.
deal with it ... mom .. dad .. friends from college.. random people whom I have met at the party the other day?
I don't know why I am that way. I have a feeling that it'll never end and those who love me won't stick with me till the end.